i'm good.....!!!

this one's somehow a really important one to me...
because...
it says what i want to do bt am too lazy to do.....
venky suggested that i put this on my blog....so....

"i wonder why
this strikes me hard
my mind ain't weak
but my thoughts are scarred

if it starts with a step
of virtue or vice
my actions are mine
showing fate's demise

i am not a bad soul
i never was
just held as guilty
for a misunderstood cause

i hate the world
that being a judge
has branded me dirty
as a blotch,a smudge

the sun is dead
but the moon shines on
it is a dead heart
where hope is born

i shall rise
i shall not run
i may be lonely
but am not the only one

aeons may pass
for the tables to turn
but i must add
that change has begun"

i guess i come up with goodstuff when am sad or angry....though i want to try it out when am high....
may end up writing useless matter but always worth a try....
anyways who cares....;)
-nj

my first time

i wanna go home....how in d world did i end up here??
all my life i've dreamt of going places, meeting new people.....
bin dere, done dat........sucks!!
i miss my home or rather d food......
i miss my friends who'd go around with me cursing the boring life we have.....
now i gotta face the these bad times which exclusively refer to "EXAMS"....
i gotta do things i have bin doing all my life no matter how loathingly....ie. "STUDY"
i wonder who gave these people the right to go after every kid n piss him\her off.....!!

note the optimistic attitude towards life......

here's something i wrote....(i write poems i forgot to mention)

"i hate the world
that being a judge
has branded me dirty
as a blotch,a smudge"

quite true....
this sounds like a totally wasted dumbfck verion of me......
something i can never ever imagine to have become some 2 years earlier....
but i think sometimes uncharacteristic laziness, total ignorance and mindlessness lead you to paths of amazing blissfulness.... ;)

-nj.